If you
can believe this, I believe it has been nearly a year since I fired up the
airbrush. That was one prolonged mojo drought. Some of it was due to lingering
health issues (cardiac problems that manifest as extreme fatigue), some that I
have a near pathological fear of screwing up airbrush work. But tonight, I
gritted my teeth and determined to get out to the garage and do some work or
stop declaring that my main hobby was 1:72 aircraft modelling.
I’m sure
this is not uncommon amongst worldwide modellers. But it is less defensible
when you have been retired for a couple of years. It’s not like there are
millions of entries in my social calendar that are preventing model work. But
sometimes you just don’t feel like doing it. Sometimes there is an important
game on, you decide you would rather read, and sometimes the irresistible call
of the nap is overwhelming (post-work, just because I CAN)! But more disturbing
is allowing my personal fear of airbrushing failure to prevent progress.
So I
decided that tonight I was going to get some paint sprayed no matter how badly
I screwed it up. I reassembled the airbrush, mixed the paint – which of course
had settled over the last year into pigment and carrier. And discovered that
all of my lacquer thinner had evaporated.
This
caused a bit of a quandary. At best I could only use one color, since there
would be no chance to flush the airbrush. And the paint I chose had to be
fairly thin so that it wouldn’t orange peel the paint surface. Luckily the main
color I was planning on, white, was at a sprayable thickness. So off I went. I
repaired some sanding damage on the AModel Beech Starship, did some patching on the
civilian Noorduyn Norseman, and added areas of white paint to both a
Eurofighter (a what-if Red Arrows version) and Bae Hawk (a demo with elaborate
corporate markings).
Cleaning
was of course a problem. I cleaned out everything I could touch with paper
towels, but that doesn’t substitute for back spraying thinner. Still, it was
the best I can do until I can make a visit to Lowe’s tomorrow and buy another
large can of lacquer thinner.
Still,
this represents progress and I wanted to document it. There are still a few 2016
models that need to have their final photos and write-ups completed and posted.
One, a Eurofighter special scheme, suffered a landing gear problem when a box
managed to land on it during the Christmas holidays. So some repair work first.
good..well done.. this airbrush 'fear' thing is completely irrational when looked at objectively. You can manipulate an airbrush as well as the next man. That 'fear' of 'screwing up' becomes a self-fulling prophecy. In reality you are programming your mind on this negative goal! We are what we think about, so think successful outcomes!
ReplyDeleteAgree 100%. Nothing rational about it. But no less real for that. It's something I definitely struggle with (both on the airbrush and construction side to be honest) but am working diligently to overcome.
ReplyDelete..yes I know ...sorry about the above, daughter doing her finals - psychology exams!
ReplyDeleteNo offense taken, since I thoroughly agree with you!
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